The Cross Road…First Things First ~


Matthew 6:33 “But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.”  Pivotal moments…cross roads along our journey. Rarely do they come as a surprise…more often than not it is what we chose yesterday that  impacts where we are today. To say that “we didn’t know” is often an untruth we  use to try to convince ourselves.

I believe our spirit senses the warning signals. Whether or not we choose to listen is often a matter of  whether or not we are in step with the nature of God. Have I been diligent in my walk? Am I practicing that which the WORD speaks? Or am I living for the momentary gratification of the flesh. To yield to the prompting of the Holy Spirit is not always an easy thing to do. More times than I care to count, I’ve reacted to circumstances in the flesh…choosing what feels good for the moment…what satisfies my carnal nature…the “old man”…instant gratification. Rather than being still and obedient to my Father’s calling, I do what feels right to ME. I ignore the fact that HE wants to lead; that His way is the best way.

I want to avoid the pain. I don’t want to be tested or humbled. So it is with many of us…we rush in, taking  the easy way out, the path of least resistance.  We make choices that change our trajectory. How foolish we are to think the impact is self-contained! We choose to ignore or reject the fact that our choices impact the lives of those He has entrusted to our care, whether they be friendships, family members or co-workers.  To “our care” you ask?  Yes….for we indeed are called to be “our brothers keeper.”

How difficult it is to abide in HIM! To simply trust HIM…to take a knee and humbly ask the difficult questions: “Papa how do you want me to respond to this situation? What is it that I’m supposed to say, or am I simply to be still and listen with my heart? Should I stay? Should I go? Should I buy or should I sell?” The choices are many. How we choose is simply a matter of either obedience or disobedience… “Not my will Father, but rather Your will be done.”  Is that my prayer…really? Is it?

Take a moment…be still and know that HE is God.  Recognize that your best interest is HIS heart’s desire:  Jeremiah 29:11 “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. So today my prayer for you and I is to abide in obedience….to truly trust in His promises. May Papa God’s WORD resonate in our hearts today!

(Dear friends…Would love to hear your thoughts. Can you take a minute to leave a comment?)

~ IN HIS STRONG LOVE ~ rose

Cut it loose!


It’s a grueling scene of a man tortured by his own guilt—beyond what he could bear. He had stabbed his brother to death in a fit of rage when he found him in bed with his fiancée. The inner agony of his soul cried out for relief, but there was no relief from the pain. He would have welcomed death, even by his own hand, but he was condemned to live with the agonizing sentence of his tormented mind.

It’s a scene in The Mission. Rodrigo Mendoza, played by Robert de Niro, is a mercenary and slave trader. Its the18th century in the South American jungle, home to the Guarani Indians. Father Gabriel, played by Jeremy Irons, is a Spanish Jesuit priest who built a mission there so he could introduce the Indians to Christianity. After Mendoza killed his brother he begged Father Gabriel to impose a heavy penance for his sin, so the priest gathered all of Mendoza’s weapons and armor together in a net and tied the burden to the grief-stricken man’s waist with a heavy rope.

For what seems like an eternity, Mendoza attempts to claw his way up the Iguaza Falls, stumbling under the weight of his guilt-laden burden. But nothing will stop him. Time after time he yanks the net past the roots and branches that impede his punishing progress. Dogged determination paralyzes his face of steel as he grinds on.

John Fielding, a Jesuit priest serving under Father Gabriel could no longer stand to watch the agonizing scene so he viciously hacks at the rope with his machete. He set Mendoza free. The cumbersome net rolled back down the slope into the river. Exhausted, Mendoza goes after it, retying the penance to his waist, and sets out once again to scale the falls. It’s excruciating to watch. We want him to let it go.

If only we could see our own burden-laden net so clearly. Most of the time we forget it’s even there. The way we navigate our way through life has become awkward, but it’s a familiar kind of awkwardness. Our spirit is battered and worn out, but we’ve become accustomed to it. The limp we’ve developed in our gait is obvious to others. They see the burden of our accumulated debris. Sometimes we see it too, but we’re inclined to pretend we don’t. Otherwise, we might have to take responsibility and cut it loose. But why on earth wouldn’t we want to?

(Excerpt from Holy Libido, Chapter 13, by Rod Smith, 2012)

Francis Chan on the Balance Beam of LIFE!!


What does our life routine look like…

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When Life Throws us…Life (1)


We tend to get distracted by what we can see with our eyes, and hear with our ears. And we get distracted by what we feel about what we see and hear. It’s easy to loose track of the truth.

We’re making choices all day, every day. Should I change the channel…or just shut the dang thing off. Should I order the steak, or stick with chicken…or fish. Maybe I should just have a salad. Should I let the guy who sped ahead of the line of traffic merge in front of me, or give him what he “deserves.”

Then there are also the bigger choices. I feel so vulnerable; so disconnected at times. How much faith should I place in how I feel? Since we’re designed by our Creator who created us in His image, we know that our emotions have a place in our lives. They provide us with an emotional connection to the world around us. Because we’re able to feel, we’ve experienced indescribable times of pure elation. And because we’re able to feel, we’ve also felt the depths of despair, and hopelessness…at times.

But there are times our emotions “lie” to us… (to be continued)

Hit the reset button ~


All that is wrong, I can set right! How this resonates with me today! Jeremiah 39:17 “But I will rescue you on that day, declares the Lord; you will not be given into the hands of those you fear; I will save you; you will not fall by the sword but will escape with your life, because you trust in me, declares the Lord.”  ~ So much of the time, it is difficult to see what God is doing in the lives of those we love, when we limit our vision to the physical. It is in the TRUSTING that our faith is truly tested. It is God Himself who sets our course, and it is God himself who will direct our paths.

How we realize our destiny is a matter of obedience. Choosing today to be still and to listen to my Master’s calling. To trust that in all circumstances He is working out His perfect plan to develop Kingdom people. So it has been with me and with those that He has placed in my life. It is not for me to stand in judgement or to be critical of the way I see things unfolding in the lives of those that I love. For my sight is limited and my perception is marred by my inability to see God’s grand design. Like the high priest, I can only take my prayer offering to the temple courts and it is behind that curtain that God does His most amazing work of purification! God help me today to pray without ceasing; to trust in you with all the fervor that you have placed in my soul!  Help me to walk straight and to leave my offering at your feet.

Thank you for the nugget of hope that you gifted me with last night! I see your mighty hand at work and I rejoice with YOU! Thank you for loving me the way that you do! I take pleasure in dancing in your courts!  I hear your whisper in my heart saying….”How beautiful you are and how pleasing, my love, with  your delights” ~ Song of Solomon 7:6 ~ Blessings…IN HIS STRONG LOVE ~ rose

The Break Through!


The storm rages, the winds blow, a blanket of darkness seems to envelope us. We enter into the valley and find ourselves desperate and alone. We thirst and hunger…our tanks are empty. Our anxious thoughts unnerve us. We make an attempt to run…to hide. We seek shelter from the storm, but to no avail. Our efforts eventually prove to be futile. The rain continues to pound…and we become weary.

We carry our  baggage around with us while we waste time seeking answers from man, rather than from our Creator. We’re burdened by our “what ifs and what could have beens.” We wallow in our own self-pity, wasting yet more time.

But then…something miraculous happens. Something breaks through the clouds. Are those prayers we hear? Is someone interceding on our behalf? Could it be?  The Light breaks through…the SON illuminates the sky and the rain clouds part!  We fall on our knees….humbled…broken. Finally…a moment of sweet surrender! We take our burdens to the cross and fall into the arms of the One who came to rescue us! We lift our eyes heavenward and cry out…”Search me O God and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, lead me in the way everlasting” Psalm 139:23-24.

And he gently and tenderly reminds us, “The Lord your God is with you, the Mighty Warrior who saves. He will take great delight in you; in his love he will no longer rebuke you, but will rejoice over you with singing”  Zephaniah 3:17.  He takes us by the hand…dusts us off as we rise from the ashes–and illuminates our path once again. The sweet break through! We praise God for answered prayers! Hallelujah indeed! ~ IN HIS STRONG LOVE ~ rose

Is your “Big But” getting in the way…


God’s Spirit often inspires pastors to preach about a common theme. It happened again this past weekend. Rose and I heard two different pastors in two different churches preach about the same thing: believing God will use our surrendered life in a way that blows past anything we can accomplish in our own power! Todd challenged us to get our “Big But” out of the way, and see what God wants to do with our 5 loaves and 2 fish. Jerome reminded us that we are in the right place at the right time, and that God wants to use our story as a change agent in our world. My heart resonated with both messages.

So I ask myself…since I believe the message, what am I willing to do to demonstrate my belief? What does my Big But look like? Is there ANYTHING I refuse to surrender to Him? Is there anything holding us back from allowing God to use our stories of failure…and redemption…to glorify our Lord?

Please pray for Rose and me as we open our minds and hearts to our next step…

The Albuquerque Balloon Fiesta…2004


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Enduring Love…


Enduring love is more than standing face to face, gazing into one another’s eyes. It’s standing shoulder to shoulder…eyes rivited on our Lord…responding obediently to His voice…

On Assignment…with My Amazing Wife!


I am so excited to begin this new adventure with my amazing wife…Rosa Maria.

Sweetheart, your PapaGod blesses you with insights and inspiration that flow from His heart to yours. Now you can share these blessings with the world…to the glory of PapaGod! I love you Rose…

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